Since 2013 I have been buying old needlepoint tapestries on the internet.
When they arrive through my letterbox and I unwrap them, I am always surprised by their smell (like old books), their weight (wool is heavy) and their humanness (each one is hand sewn by a person, commonly an older woman, in her home, and each retains something inexpressible of their maker).
These 'kit tapestries' depict idyllic images of rural landscape and bygone country life, and would have taken weeks, months, sometimes years to complete, obediently sewing on top of a printed pattern on the fabric, resulting in a perfect image of a dream life.
I interpret the tapestry as a metaphor for the way we live our lives. We are born into expectation through the experience of those who lived before us. What happens if we disrupt this narrative? See my series Ominous Decorations for my take on this.
To me tapestries are handmade pixelated images. They are anachronistic relics that predate the digital image, being built on a much older matrix – that of the loom and the pattern punch cards based on zeros and ones. I feel like an archeologist digging down into the past to find a Raspberry Pi buried beneath the castle.
The reverse of the tapestries tells a different, very human story, one of labour, mistake and messiness. No one is looking here. It is the thicket, the entangled wires behind the TV, the hours spent reshaping the wilderness into a smooth, sleek lawn.
To escape this fate I cut up the tapestries into small elements – trees, rocks, sky, water and scanned them at great resolution to see just how big I could print them. The largest were 3 metres tall and in keeping with the originals, I printed them onto canvas.
Through this repeated processing of the image and the manipulation of the physical material, the tapestries underwent an 'Alice in Wonderland' transformation. They became strange monuments of landscape, props on a set ready to be walked through, round, between.
They sit in the uncanny valley waiting to be encountered.